softball is painful
so today at softball practice, we were doing the normal infield/outfield thing. and i was standing near home plate and i was picking up a ball that went past me and i bent over to put it in the bucket and molly threw a ball at me. im didnt see it because my visor messes up my field of vison so it hit me right in the chest. it still hurts and that was at the start of practice!
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Monday, May 17, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
by request of pidden...
ok. that "threat list" on my earlyer blog is not. i repeat, NOT a hit list. it is a scale of how pressured and scared i feel when they talk to me. K??????? i dont want anymore drama about this
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
i love the mountians!
krista and jessica are so funny!
on the buss ride to and from the game they were singing and jessica was trying to beat box and you had to be there it was so funny.
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on the buss ride to and from the game they were singing and jessica was trying to beat box and you had to be there it was so funny.
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Monday, May 3, 2010
haha... idk :P
we won. we're undefeated.
the boys lost. they havent won a game yet.
k like nothing happened at school today except for the threat scale thing at lunch. so ill talk about the weekend.
so on saturday i was at the car wash and that was fun but now i have a sunburn :( after the car wash i went to the school and played with a little boy. that was fun (sorta :P) on sunday. i took justiss to church with me. and me and her went to dunkin donuts with a lady from church. then after church me and justiss went to the get and go and was there for a long time and wile we were there luke, krista, nick, noah, and some other girl showed up and it was really akward. then me and justiss went to the school and spent a long time there. and for the whole time i was like sleeping on the bridge thing while texting braden and justiss was like talking and teasing some little kid then a bunch of high schoolers came and then left and as they left something happened so the high schoolers came back and were yelling at justiss for something idk what. and then we went back to the get and go and who was there? why both of the matts, alec, and kyle. we sat at one table and they sat at another ignoring eachother then kyle and alec start aguing with me about religon. man was that anoying. its so hard to love your enemies. then i went to my house and she went to hers and that was that.
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the boys lost. they havent won a game yet.
k like nothing happened at school today except for the threat scale thing at lunch. so ill talk about the weekend.
so on saturday i was at the car wash and that was fun but now i have a sunburn :( after the car wash i went to the school and played with a little boy. that was fun (sorta :P) on sunday. i took justiss to church with me. and me and her went to dunkin donuts with a lady from church. then after church me and justiss went to the get and go and was there for a long time and wile we were there luke, krista, nick, noah, and some other girl showed up and it was really akward. then me and justiss went to the school and spent a long time there. and for the whole time i was like sleeping on the bridge thing while texting braden and justiss was like talking and teasing some little kid then a bunch of high schoolers came and then left and as they left something happened so the high schoolers came back and were yelling at justiss for something idk what. and then we went back to the get and go and who was there? why both of the matts, alec, and kyle. we sat at one table and they sat at another ignoring eachother then kyle and alec start aguing with me about religon. man was that anoying. its so hard to love your enemies. then i went to my house and she went to hers and that was that.
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Saturday, May 1, 2010
stuff...
yesterday we had our second softball game. because i didnt talk about the first one i will now.
in our first game we beat buckfield and i dont remember the score.
in our second game we beat trinity and i think the score was 17 to 6 but im not sure. in that game something happened that had to do with me that coach yelled at the whole team for.
you see i was backing up first base and i was walking past the other teams dugout on my way back to our dugout and one of the girls on there team said "we're all kind of tubby in here" and i look at them and they looked at me and i went back to the dugout. after the game when we were doing the "good game" thing the girl who said that pulled me aside and told me that she wasnt talking about me that she was talking about her team mates because they were all squished in the dugout. then our team went over to coach and had to run a LONG WAY like to the fence and back then to a fence really far away and back. then he was yelling at the team about it because they didnt defend me when it happened. but when coach left they were all asking me what happened so they didnt even hear what she said. how are you suppose to defend someone when you didnt even know what happened?
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P.S.
i know Catholic girls. she was not just makeing an excuse. she was not talking about me. strict Catholic children have religion practily beaten in to them. she was truely trying to be nice. they all were. when i went up to bat the catcher said "good luck" and smiled. these people are nice. but can also be competitive. k?
in our first game we beat buckfield and i dont remember the score.
in our second game we beat trinity and i think the score was 17 to 6 but im not sure. in that game something happened that had to do with me that coach yelled at the whole team for.
you see i was backing up first base and i was walking past the other teams dugout on my way back to our dugout and one of the girls on there team said "we're all kind of tubby in here" and i look at them and they looked at me and i went back to the dugout. after the game when we were doing the "good game" thing the girl who said that pulled me aside and told me that she wasnt talking about me that she was talking about her team mates because they were all squished in the dugout. then our team went over to coach and had to run a LONG WAY like to the fence and back then to a fence really far away and back. then he was yelling at the team about it because they didnt defend me when it happened. but when coach left they were all asking me what happened so they didnt even hear what she said. how are you suppose to defend someone when you didnt even know what happened?
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P.S.
i know Catholic girls. she was not just makeing an excuse. she was not talking about me. strict Catholic children have religion practily beaten in to them. she was truely trying to be nice. they all were. when i went up to bat the catcher said "good luck" and smiled. these people are nice. but can also be competitive. k?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
omg
7th graders are so weird
so i was in ms. smiths room for break and alyssa, krista, and tyler were telling offensive jokes. and then alyssa wanted to comb tylers hair but he didnt want her too. so she stole his comb and he stole it back and put it in his pocket then everyone whent over to where the other boys were and chris (hannahs bf) comes behind me and like is standing really close and i didnt know he was there and he scared me. it was so funny though. then alyssa pickpocketed tyler and got his phone then she walks out of the classroom. and tyler didnt know she took it. but he was us chuckling and ran after alyssa then she was like "i got your phone" then he stops and is like "oh i dont care about that i thought you had my comb" so he cares more about his comb than his phone? weird.
during science mr. woodward told me to jump in with whoever hannahs partner is and i didnt know who that was so i asked the people in front of me and there like "i think its braden" then heathers like "HEY BRADEN BEKAS GOING TO WORK WITH YOU IN THE LAB" and the braden yells "NO" wow that was so funny EVERYBODY was laughing
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so i was in ms. smiths room for break and alyssa, krista, and tyler were telling offensive jokes. and then alyssa wanted to comb tylers hair but he didnt want her too. so she stole his comb and he stole it back and put it in his pocket then everyone whent over to where the other boys were and chris (hannahs bf) comes behind me and like is standing really close and i didnt know he was there and he scared me. it was so funny though. then alyssa pickpocketed tyler and got his phone then she walks out of the classroom. and tyler didnt know she took it. but he was us chuckling and ran after alyssa then she was like "i got your phone" then he stops and is like "oh i dont care about that i thought you had my comb" so he cares more about his comb than his phone? weird.
during science mr. woodward told me to jump in with whoever hannahs partner is and i didnt know who that was so i asked the people in front of me and there like "i think its braden" then heathers like "HEY BRADEN BEKAS GOING TO WORK WITH YOU IN THE LAB" and the braden yells "NO" wow that was so funny EVERYBODY was laughing
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Monday, April 26, 2010
Ducks!!!
omg science was so funny.
mr. woodward was talking about bases and acids. and he was talking about how HCl is in the stomach and he said something like "in the stomach there are ducts that..." and heathers like "Ducks!?!" and hes like "no not ducks ducts" and by this time everyone was laughing. it was so funny.
a bunch of other stuff happened in science but i dont remember it.
except for the stupid "camp rock" or whatever it was stuff. ugg that was bad
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mr. woodward was talking about bases and acids. and he was talking about how HCl is in the stomach and he said something like "in the stomach there are ducts that..." and heathers like "Ducks!?!" and hes like "no not ducks ducts" and by this time everyone was laughing. it was so funny.
a bunch of other stuff happened in science but i dont remember it.
except for the stupid "camp rock" or whatever it was stuff. ugg that was bad
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
wow. i havent posted in a really long time
and thats because i forgot. haha
well. i dont really have anything to say. but i will say this
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
HOW COME EVERY TIME I SAY SOMETHING YOU ALL FREAK OUT AND TELL ME TO CUT THE CRAP AND STUFF! EVEN WHEN I AM TRYING TO GET HELP FROM PEERS YOU PEOPLE TELL ME TO F OFF!IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT! now this is not everybody. just a select group of people on formspring. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!! depression is real. sucide is real. dont let my strangeness blind you of this.
im probably going to regret this rant later.
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well. i dont really have anything to say. but i will say this
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
HOW COME EVERY TIME I SAY SOMETHING YOU ALL FREAK OUT AND TELL ME TO CUT THE CRAP AND STUFF! EVEN WHEN I AM TRYING TO GET HELP FROM PEERS YOU PEOPLE TELL ME TO F OFF!IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT! now this is not everybody. just a select group of people on formspring. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!! depression is real. sucide is real. dont let my strangeness blind you of this.
im probably going to regret this rant later.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
ICE CREAM TRUCK!!!!!!!
k i didnt come to school till after lunch so i dont have anything to say about that but i can talk about softball.
nothing really happened in softball except that the ice cream truck went by.
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nothing really happened in softball except that the ice cream truck went by.
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
im not even gonna talk about it...
nothing really happened today.
well... something did happen today but I dont want to talk about it.
but I do have a mark where molly hit me with a softball! it still hurts.
you people need to give me more material
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well... something did happen today but I dont want to talk about it.
but I do have a mark where molly hit me with a softball! it still hurts.
you people need to give me more material
ya'll come back now ya'here!
Monday, April 12, 2010
k
like nothing happened today. but i have a quote! "I have panqueques in my pantalones!" I have weird friends...
softball practice was awful. i yelled at people, i couldnt catch, i couldnt find pants that fit, and so on and so forth.
wow. this is really short
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softball practice was awful. i yelled at people, i couldnt catch, i couldnt find pants that fit, and so on and so forth.
wow. this is really short
ya'll come back now ya'here!
Friday, April 9, 2010
weirdness
k best quote of the day "so you dont like fruit you dont like pretzels and you dont like yogurt but you like tons of mayonnaise. i have a problem with that." - tiana. so see for some reason people at lunch were talking about my health or something. so what if i really like mayonnaise and you people dont. ill eat it if i want to.
nothing else really happened today
ya'll come back now ya here!
nothing else really happened today
ya'll come back now ya here!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
wow...
k today at softball we hit like the whole time so we were just standing there waiting for a ball to come into the outfield. and tiana starts singing then like a bunch of people start singing quietly in the outfield. then tiana, heather, ashley, and molly start singing and dancing to high school musical songs. and it went on from there.
k today at lunch people were asking if i would eat stuff. it went like "ok, would you eat a shirt?" "no" "would you eat a tank top?" "no" would you eat a bra?" "no" "would you eat panties?" "no" then people started laughing and luke was like "would you eat a tampon?" and im like "no" then hes like "would you eat a used tampon" "eww no" then hannah was like "what it you boiled it and put spices on it?" and then everyone was laughing by this point.
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k today at lunch people were asking if i would eat stuff. it went like "ok, would you eat a shirt?" "no" "would you eat a tank top?" "no" would you eat a bra?" "no" "would you eat panties?" "no" then people started laughing and luke was like "would you eat a tampon?" and im like "no" then hes like "would you eat a used tampon" "eww no" then hannah was like "what it you boiled it and put spices on it?" and then everyone was laughing by this point.
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
RAIN!!!!!!
i <3 rain!!!!
k this will be short. during softball like at the end it started to rain and coach made us go inside because it started to rain really hard. then when we got inside it stopped raining and everyone got mad.
i also will say something else about softball. there is this one girl on the team that is really annoying she is always telling me what to do yet she is even more inexperienced than me. and its really annoying. NOT TO MENTION one of the captains (at least. i think shes a captain.) keeps telling me to stop complaining. but when she says it im not complaining! im just making a comment. it gets super annoying.
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k this will be short. during softball like at the end it started to rain and coach made us go inside because it started to rain really hard. then when we got inside it stopped raining and everyone got mad.
i also will say something else about softball. there is this one girl on the team that is really annoying she is always telling me what to do yet she is even more inexperienced than me. and its really annoying. NOT TO MENTION one of the captains (at least. i think shes a captain.) keeps telling me to stop complaining. but when she says it im not complaining! im just making a comment. it gets super annoying.
ya'll come back now ya here!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
softball
nothing really happened today. so ill talk about what happened in softball.
first off during base running we had to run to the tar twice because people were missing the base and laughing. then we outfielders couldnt catch fly balls so we had to run to the tar and back 5 times. and the tar is FAR. i like almost passed out. then when we were working on our hitting we just talked the whole time after we all did our 50 swings. haha happy llama, sad llama, mentally disturbed llama, super llama, drama llama, big fat mama llama, MOOSE. dont ask :)
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first off during base running we had to run to the tar twice because people were missing the base and laughing. then we outfielders couldnt catch fly balls so we had to run to the tar and back 5 times. and the tar is FAR. i like almost passed out. then when we were working on our hitting we just talked the whole time after we all did our 50 swings. haha happy llama, sad llama, mentally disturbed llama, super llama, drama llama, big fat mama llama, MOOSE. dont ask :)
ya'll come back now ya hear!
Monday, April 5, 2010
oh dear...
today was not a good day.
so basically today i got yelled at... by a girl in my class. she was mad because i posted something on her wall on facebook. it wasnt bad or any thing. but for some reason she got in trouble at home because of it so she blamed me for it. she was so mad she was swearing and she said she wanted me to die. and i got really depressed because of this ordeal. i left the room and scrached my self on the arm. then during lunch i was biting my fingers until they bled. for the rest of the day i was composing my sucide note. but right before last peroid God put a song in my head that made me realize that i need to remain on this earth. it went like this. "dont let go, hold on to every moment, that you can" i realized that God was telling me to continue on with my life. that i do have a purpose on this earth. God has a plan for me.
y'all come back now ya'hear!
so basically today i got yelled at... by a girl in my class. she was mad because i posted something on her wall on facebook. it wasnt bad or any thing. but for some reason she got in trouble at home because of it so she blamed me for it. she was so mad she was swearing and she said she wanted me to die. and i got really depressed because of this ordeal. i left the room and scrached my self on the arm. then during lunch i was biting my fingers until they bled. for the rest of the day i was composing my sucide note. but right before last peroid God put a song in my head that made me realize that i need to remain on this earth. it went like this. "dont let go, hold on to every moment, that you can" i realized that God was telling me to continue on with my life. that i do have a purpose on this earth. God has a plan for me.
y'all come back now ya'hear!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
hello. happy Easter everybody!!! i dont have much to say. its really hot here! like summer!!
k so ive been skyping with a friend of mine alot lately and in the car on the way to church to day my sister said "i hope your not going to date him any time soon" and im like "no were just friends" its so weird how my family takes things so strangely. i think ill end this with a movie quote. "I dont have much to say....but if you vote for me all of your wildest dreams will come true." <--- love that movie.
Y'all come back now yahear!!
k so ive been skyping with a friend of mine alot lately and in the car on the way to church to day my sister said "i hope your not going to date him any time soon" and im like "no were just friends" its so weird how my family takes things so strangely. i think ill end this with a movie quote. "I dont have much to say....but if you vote for me all of your wildest dreams will come true." <--- love that movie.
Y'all come back now yahear!!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
i guess i better introduce myself
hello peoples. im beka and i am writing a blog about my life. every day ill post something about my day or my views on random subjects. lets start shall we?
first ill tell you about myself, background stuff and such. as you can guess by the title im in 8th grade. i have changed schools 4 times. going back and forth from public school to private school. i only have frenemys, people that sometimes are my friends and sometimes hate my guts almost like their bipolar or something.
i like to cook and i play basketball and softball. i have been struggling with depression for the last several years. so if i sound suicidal on here, dont worry its normal. i guess ill stop here. y'all come back now yahear!
first ill tell you about myself, background stuff and such. as you can guess by the title im in 8th grade. i have changed schools 4 times. going back and forth from public school to private school. i only have frenemys, people that sometimes are my friends and sometimes hate my guts almost like their bipolar or something.
i like to cook and i play basketball and softball. i have been struggling with depression for the last several years. so if i sound suicidal on here, dont worry its normal. i guess ill stop here. y'all come back now yahear!
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