omg

7th graders are so weird

so i was in ms. smiths room for break and alyssa, krista, and tyler were telling offensive jokes. and then alyssa wanted to comb tylers hair but he didnt want her too. so she stole his comb and he stole it back and put it in his pocket then everyone whent over to where the other boys were and chris (hannahs bf) comes behind me and like is standing really close and i didnt know he was there and he scared me. it was so funny though. then alyssa pickpocketed tyler and got his phone then she walks out of the classroom. and tyler didnt know she took it. but he was us chuckling and ran after alyssa then she was like "i got your phone" then he stops and is like "oh i dont care about that i thought you had my comb" so he cares more about his comb than his phone? weird.

during science mr. woodward told me to jump in with whoever hannahs partner is and i didnt know who that was so i asked the people in front of me and there like "i think its braden" then heathers like "HEY BRADEN BEKAS GOING TO WORK WITH YOU IN THE LAB" and the braden yells "NO" wow that was so funny EVERYBODY was laughing

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Ducks!!!

omg science was so funny.

mr. woodward was talking about bases and acids. and he was talking about how HCl is in the stomach and he said something like "in the stomach there are ducts that..." and heathers like "Ducks!?!" and hes like "no not ducks ducts" and by this time everyone was laughing. it was so funny.

a bunch of other stuff happened in science but i dont remember it.

except for the stupid "camp rock" or whatever it was stuff. ugg that was bad

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wow. i havent posted in a really long time

and thats because i forgot. haha

well. i dont really have anything to say. but i will say this

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
HOW COME EVERY TIME I SAY SOMETHING YOU ALL FREAK OUT AND TELL ME TO CUT THE CRAP AND STUFF! EVEN WHEN I AM TRYING TO GET HELP FROM PEERS YOU PEOPLE TELL ME TO F OFF!IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT! now this is not everybody. just a select group of people on formspring. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!! depression is real. sucide is real. dont let my strangeness blind you of this.

im probably going to regret this rant later.

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ICE CREAM TRUCK!!!!!!!

k i didnt come to school till after lunch so i dont have anything to say about that but i can talk about softball.

nothing really happened in softball except that the ice cream truck went by.

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im not even gonna talk about it...

nothing really happened today.

well... something did happen today but I dont want to talk about it.

but I do have a mark where molly hit me with a softball! it still hurts.

you people need to give me more material

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k

like nothing happened today. but i have a quote! "I have panqueques in my pantalones!" I have weird friends...

softball practice was awful. i yelled at people, i couldnt catch, i couldnt find pants that fit, and so on and so forth.

wow. this is really short

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weirdness

k best quote of the day "so you dont like fruit you dont like pretzels and you dont like yogurt but you like tons of mayonnaise. i have a problem with that." - tiana. so see for some reason people at lunch were talking about my health or something. so what if i really like mayonnaise and you people dont. ill eat it if i want to.

nothing else really happened today

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wow...

k today at softball we hit like the whole time so we were just standing there waiting for a ball to come into the outfield. and tiana starts singing then like a bunch of people start singing quietly in the outfield. then tiana, heather, ashley, and molly start singing and dancing to high school musical songs. and it went on from there.

k today at lunch people were asking if i would eat stuff. it went like "ok, would you eat a shirt?" "no" "would you eat a tank top?" "no" would you eat a bra?" "no" "would you eat panties?" "no" then people started laughing and luke was like "would you eat a tampon?" and im like "no" then hes like "would you eat a used tampon" "eww no" then hannah was like "what it you boiled it and put spices on it?" and then everyone was laughing by this point.

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RAIN!!!!!!

i <3 rain!!!!

k this will be short. during softball like at the end it started to rain and coach made us go inside because it started to rain really hard. then when we got inside it stopped raining and everyone got mad.

i also will say something else about softball. there is this one girl on the team that is really annoying she is always telling me what to do yet she is even more inexperienced than me. and its really annoying. NOT TO MENTION one of the captains (at least. i think shes a captain.) keeps telling me to stop complaining. but when she says it im not complaining! im just making a comment. it gets super annoying.

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softball

nothing really happened today. so ill talk about what happened in softball.

first off during base running we had to run to the tar twice because people were missing the base and laughing. then we outfielders couldnt catch fly balls so we had to run to the tar and back 5 times. and the tar is FAR. i like almost passed out. then when we were working on our hitting we just talked the whole time after we all did our 50 swings. haha happy llama, sad llama, mentally disturbed llama, super llama, drama llama, big fat mama llama, MOOSE. dont ask :)

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oh dear...

today was not a good day.

so basically today i got yelled at... by a girl in my class. she was mad because i posted something on her wall on facebook. it wasnt bad or any thing. but for some reason she got in trouble at home because of it so she blamed me for it. she was so mad she was swearing and she said she wanted me to die. and i got really depressed because of this ordeal. i left the room and scrached my self on the arm. then during lunch i was biting my fingers until they bled. for the rest of the day i was composing my sucide note. but right before last peroid God put a song in my head that made me realize that i need to remain on this earth. it went like this. "dont let go, hold on to every moment, that you can" i realized that God was telling me to continue on with my life. that i do have a purpose on this earth. God has a plan for me.

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hello. happy Easter everybody!!! i dont have much to say. its really hot here! like summer!!

k so ive been skyping with a friend of mine alot lately and in the car on the way to church to day my sister said "i hope your not going to date him any time soon" and im like "no were just friends" its so weird how my family takes things so strangely. i think ill end this with a movie quote. "I dont have much to say....but if you vote for me all of your wildest dreams will come true." <--- love that movie.

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i guess i better introduce myself

hello peoples. im beka and i am writing a blog about my life. every day ill post something about my day or my views on random subjects. lets start shall we?

first ill tell you about myself, background stuff and such. as you can guess by the title im in 8th grade. i have changed schools 4 times. going back and forth from public school to private school. i only have frenemys, people that sometimes are my friends and sometimes hate my guts almost like their bipolar or something.
i like to cook and i play basketball and softball. i have been struggling with depression for the last several years. so if i sound suicidal on here, dont worry its normal. i guess ill stop here. y'all come back now yahear!